Thursday, January 22, 2009
Well today I am lost. I found out this week my evel 4 C+G in Stitched Textiles course has folded. I went in tonight to say goodbye and found myself in tears in the carpark as I don't know what now? I have no direction, and I am afraid I will just stop, make no more, not sample, not trial, not draw. I hope not, I want to keep going, but it was as if when the course was going I was getting closer to my goal of being a textile artist. I must make myself go on, and looking for the positive I suppose I am free to deveop the work I want, at the pace of my muse rather than by assessment date. I just hope I am up to it, disciplined enough? Sorry for the ramble/rant but have to let it out somewhere, and none of my family get it, they just see it as free time!